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Shame is a Shitty Muse
I'm learning to forgive myself so I can create again. Some techniques that filled my cup up to pour back into art, including book publishing.
Apr 28
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Captain Erica
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I Ate Raw Wal-Mart Beef in My Car
Here is Why I Kept Doing It For 2 Years.
Apr 7
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Captain Erica
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March 2026
I’m Terribly Busy (Doing Absolutely Nothing for Anyone Else)
When your entire existence has been making other people happy, quitting the show can induce panic. Here’s why I did it anyway.
Mar 28
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Captain Erica
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Madness Is A House
Waking up every 3 hours to evict the mercury, the toxic truth about "health" foods, and remembering the person I used to be.
Mar 23
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Captain Erica
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Waldeinsamkeit
Tinkerbell energy, cold tubs, and the triumph of scent. Exploring the quiet joy of a body that’s healing and a home that feels more and more like a…
Mar 19
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Captain Erica
When Is The Last Time You Peeled An Orange?
Considering it could make my eyes swell shut, maybe still the best decision I've made all day.
Mar 12
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Captain Erica
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February 2026
Don't Forget About The Birds In Your Life
Do you have a spirit animal? What symbols in your life show up in repetitive patterns? These are the connected threads in my life this morning.
Feb 21
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Captain Erica
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Remind Me In The Morning to Tell You About Darrell
Sometimes a touch of insomnia isn't as bad as it sounds.
Feb 13
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Captain Erica
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Chronic Illness Can Teach You Patience (if you let it)
I guess this was the Universe’s approach to teaching me patience, that I couldn’t have learned in an easier way. It’s good to keep a sense of humor in…
Feb 11
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Journal: February 8, 2026
That one time I played the saxophone, and I'd like to hear some more.
Feb 9
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Captain Erica
Journal: February 4, 2026
Maybe next time I'll draw a little noodle.
Feb 5
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Captain Erica
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Why you should never throw away an old journal
Manifesting isn't what they sell you on social media. Sometimes you can do simple spell casting in journals.
Feb 4
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Captain Erica
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